I started running the January after Olivia was born. I was still heavy but I could hide it well, running a marathon was more of a bucket-list item than a fitness goal. I didn't enter the running world slowly, I signed up for the Detroit Marathon (October 16th, 2011) and then had a date and a financial commitment forcing me into it. I didn't like running. But I did like how I felt emotionally after each run. I felt focused yet mellow, perhaps I was too tired to feel anything else.
I didn't publish my early running career. I didn't think it was that big of a deal. I wasn't all that fast. I told family and posted a few pictures- made one or 2 status updates about it. My mind set was, "If everyone put aside 7 hours a week they too could complete a marathon." I was proud when I crossed that finish line in Detroit, 5 and a half hours later. But it was 5.5 hours later. I did not like that time. I was in pain AND I had been slow. I wanted an either/or situation. I wanted to be sore because I was blistering fast OR slow because I paced myself and raced smart.
I continued running. I still sort of hated it. I joined a training group and loved it. I liked running with people. I liked people. I liked
the coaches that came to find me when I made a wrong turn, I liked someone helping me find my pace, I liked chatting and getting to talk to new people that would eventually be my "running family."
Fast-forward to today. I am one of those coaches that gets to find people but I also help those people accomplish something they never thought possible. I absolutely love it. I ran several races that I am proud of this year. Still not blistering fast. I have become a smarter and more strategic runner. I know to slow myself down and try to keep a nice even pace. I am proud of my running now because I have improved leaps and bounds. I even changed my face book picture to a running image. This is me at the Flying Pig 2013. I'm wearing my "COACH" shirt and high five-ing Rod- one of the coaches the found me in the early days of my running. And I am smiling. This race was a perfect one for me.It was taken by my running friend Vicky.
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