This post is a cathartic one for me. After crying to David and prayer, I need one more outlet. Feel free to sit this one out.
My dear friend lost her baby today. On Tuesday the ultrasound revealed a baby boy that appeared healthy- a little small but healthy none-the-less. They left the appointment happy and prepared to welcome Bryce home in March. Today Bryce is dead. How fleeting his little life was.
Just this morning I was spreading the news and having my mom look for something adorable on one of her many retail outings. Now it will remain unused.
Upon hearing the news of the miscarriage I was shocked- he was fine on Tuesday. Just days ago he was fine. Then I felt deep pain for my friends. Pain for her loss, pain for her heart breaking when she shares the news with little Casey, James, Becca and Caleb. With the pain came regret.
I have had several opportunities to share the gospel and have only given bite sized pieces. Now I regret not sharing the cornerstone of our religion- The family is central to the Creator's plan and paramount to our religion. AND I DID NOT share our knowledge that families are together forever. She will be able to reunite and raise her family for all eternity. Not only does it not end at death, heaven will be another progression. You will not only see those you knew on earth- your relationships, stewardships, love will grow and continue forever.
Why? They are very strong in there Catholic faith and I didn't want to step on any toes. I worry that I don't have all the answers so I try not to delve too deep into the topics. My dear friend, someone that would have been healed through the knowledge of eternal families, knows more about church organization than the eternal sealing power.
I am so thankful that my Heavenly Father created this plan for our- the great plan of happiness. I am grateful for the atonement that allows us- imperfect as we are- to join the perfect ones. I am so thankful for Caitlin and Audrey and that I can be with them forever. And I am thankful for tomorrows and the time I am given to make up for lost yesterdays. I love this gospel and our Lord and Savior.
2 comments:
My DEEPEST condolances to your sweet friend and dear, dear family. We'll remember them in our prayers!
Was touched by your comments. My heart aches for your friend, but I am so thankful for our knowledge. If she wants to talk listen, hold her when she cries, be a friend.
You are such a special young women Emily, keep being who you are.
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